Friday, November 18, 2011

Wednesday I binged and gained.
Thursday, I fasted and lost.
Today I started out fasting, the ending up eating a bit and purge, and the eating without purging.

I got fired from my job today. I spend more than 1000 kroner (convert it yourself, I really can't be bothered). The money wan't mine. I stole the from a costumer, using his card.

I have done a lot of bad things in my life.
But this tops everything.

I cut when I got home. And, I told my mom that I was bulimic, the easiest way to explain that I have an eating disorder.
My dad will be home in 20 minuts, and then we'll have to tell him too.

I'm going away for the weekend.
Even if my dad won't allow me.

If you don't hear from me ever again, assume that I have killed myself.


  1. Everyone makes mistakes. Your life can be as fulfilling as you make it. I've definitely messed up too but I've turned it around and am now a CPA. Just look towards something better

  2. I hope you're okay.
    Thinking of you

  3. That's not too bad, darling. My own mother stole over $17,000 from the US Postal Service! Crazy, right? I'm hoping and praying you're okay. Please let us know soon!

  4. Hugs and love from your newest follower. You can make it through, just stay strong, dear.. Your parents love you and so do your followers. You need help and maybe now you can get it... <3 Good luck. We're here for you.