Wednesday I binged and gained.
Thursday, I fasted and lost.
Today I started out fasting, the ending up eating a bit and purge, and the eating without purging.
I got fired from my job today. I spend more than 1000 kroner (convert it yourself, I really can't be bothered). The money wan't mine. I stole the from a costumer, using his card.
I have done a lot of bad things in my life.
But this tops everything.
I cut when I got home. And, I told my mom that I was bulimic, the easiest way to explain that I have an eating disorder.
My dad will be home in 20 minuts, and then we'll have to tell him too.
I'm going away for the weekend.
Even if my dad won't allow me.
If you don't hear from me ever again, assume that I have killed myself.