CW: 87,0 kg/191,8 lbs (BMI 31,2)
Loss: + 0,1 kg/0,3 lbs
GW1: 78 kg/171,9 lbs (BMI 28)
The weigh-in was cool. Although there is a tini tiny almost non-esixtant gain, I'm happy. I put on a lot after last weigh-in, so since I almost haven't gained, I'm real happy!
So, as you girls pretty much figured, I dumped the SGD. Again. I am just no good at following plans, apparently.
You know, I can follow a plan, if I really want to. And that's the problem. Plans are boring, so often, I don't really want to follow them. Oh dear.
I've been eating better these past couple of days.
I'm eating breakfast now, which I hate. But it does make me better able to controle myself when in school, so I won't end up buying tons of junk. In school, I snack on cucumber-sticks, and I eat one piece of rye-bread with low-fat cheese and a piece of lettuce for lunch. Diet coke at home, and if I get real hungry, a cup-soup. They're, like, 70-90 calories a piece. Then either no dinner at all, or a salad made from lettuce, cucumbers and sometimes a bit egg, to get in some protein.
I'm exercising every other day, 1-1½ hour of cardio, ½ hour with the weights.
I feel so healthy. Though I know I eat less than most normal people and more than ana-girls. I don't really fit in anywhere longer. But I feel like, I'm in controle, exercising, and all together healthy. My weight proves it as well.
I wonder how long I'll keep feeling. I'm just waiting for me to break down and ruin it all...
By the way girls, I just made a Tumblr yesterday (a thinspo one). I also have a thinspo Twitter. Feel free to follow any of them :)
For now girls, I'm gonna leave you.
Take good care, stay strong, and believe that you are beautiful!