The 10 reasons I want to be thin
1) To make myself proud, for once in my life
2) For shutting my fathers stupid ass up
3) To hear my boyfriend tell me straight: "you are beautiful"
4) To be able to show off my true style, what I really wish to wear
5) To be more attractive to the male gender
6) To be easier accepted socially
7) To get more confidence
8) To never hear the words "fat" being said about me, even by my worst enemy
9) To pay back everyone at the school who ever talked behind my back
10) To prove that I can achieve things
The 10 reasons I will never be thin
1) I am weak
2) I have no self controle
3) I eat before I think
4) I don't stop eating once I've begun
5) I can't stick to a diet
6) I can't be truthful to myself
7) I get too happy once I see a small progres, then eat tons and ruins it all
8) I don't have a total hold of my own brain
9) I am everything people ever said about me
10) I am disgusting, and always will be
Yes. I failed the ABC miserably this weekend.
Will pick back up from tomorrow, monday.
I'm disgusted with myself.
I'm sorry lovelies.
I will explain tomrrow.
Long post. I promise.
My words are worth nothing.
I am failure...