Put on lots of weight.
Am now fatter than ever in a year. Again.
When will I learn?
SGD on monday.
Fasting throughout the weekend.
Girls, give me all you best ana tips, won't you?
I'll never be what you are.
I can only try.
I'll never be more than a fucking wannabe.
Ana, can you hear me? Are you even there?
Please come find me.
'Cause I'm so lost...
(I ruin myself. My life is a never ending quest to be perfect. I can only live when I'm flawless. I shouldn't have been born)