Playin' Sims 2. Making a huge family of teenage-girls and moms. Making them all thin and beautiful, with long golden hair, light pink make-up, tight clothes showing their non-existing bellies.
I wish I was a Sims character. So I could make myself thin, and pretty. And happy...
My life at the moment:
Still binging. Been doing that for more than a week. I know I can stop. I just don't want to.
Skinny! That's what I want to!
I'm going to stop this fucked up mess now. I won't gain anymore.
I'm going to be beautiful.
In a dark mood. Sorry for not posting.
Constant binges just doesn't make you feel very Ana-ish.
Sorry for that. I'm a failure.
But I'm on the right track now. Just now. Sorry girls, I'll improve <3
Feelin' better now. After writing all this crap.
I'll post again tomorrow, and I'll have good news!
For now on girls, be strong. Be... Well, not like me.
I love you guys :)
Stay positive! That's the most important thing!
- Bella ♥